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❮ Chapter 15 All Chapters Chapter 17 ❯

Chapter 16: Collapse
崩壊 (Houkai)

Character appearances:

Translator(s):

hima

Source(s):

[1] (hima#1127)

CONTENT WARNING: This chapter contains discussion of suicide and suicidal ideation. Please read at your own discretion!

Miyamasuzaka Girls’ Academy, Class 2B

Mafuyu

…Good morning.

……おはよう

Friend A

Ah, Mafuyu! Morning~

あ、まふゆ！　おはよ〜

Friend B

Hey, listen to this, Mafuyu!

ねえ、聞いてよまふゆ！

Mafuyu

What happened?

どうしたの？

Friend B

You see, we’ve actually been talking about this funny video…

実はさ、この動画おもしろいねって話してて……

Friend A

Here, this part’s really, really…

ほら、ここなんてすっごく……

Mafuyu

You’re right.
It’s really boring.

そうだね。すごくつまらない

Friend A

…Huh?

……え？

Mafuyu

Ah…

あ……

Mafuyu

…No, I…

……違う、私……

Friend B

Mafuyu, are you okay?
You’re not feeling sick or anything?

まふゆ、大丈夫？調子でも悪いの？

Friend A

Ah, wait, was that supposed to be a joke?
It’s just that you never say things like that, so you caught me off guard!

あ、もしかして今のって、冗談のつもり？もう、いつもそんなこと言わないからびっくりしちゃった！

Mafuyu

A joke…?
Aah… yeah. It was a joke.

冗談……？あぁ……うん、そうだよ

Friend A

Ahaha! Oh, come on, Mafuyu, you’re so hard to read sometimes!

あはは、まふゆったらわかりにくいよ、もう！

Mafuyu

Ahaha… Sorry about that.

あはは……ごめんね

Asahina Family Living Room

Mafuyu

…I’m home.

……ただいま

Mafuyu

Huh…? Why is my synthesiser out here…?

え……。どうして私のシンセサイザーがここに……？

Mafuyu’s Mother

Why, welcome home, Mafuyu.

あら、まふゆ。お帰りなさい

Mafuyu’s Mother

I found this in your room while I was doing some cleaning.
You don’t use it, so it’s just taking up space, right?

さっきまふゆの部屋を掃除してたら見つけたの。使わないのに部屋にあっても邪魔でしょう？

Mafuyu’s Mother

I don’t reckon it’s seen any use since your father bought it.
I’ll make sure to have someone come collect it tomorrow…

お父さんが買って、それっきりになってたのかしらね。明日、回収してもらうから……

Mafuyu

…...Why?

…………なんで？

Mafuyu’s Mother

Huh? Well, we don’t need it, do we?

え？　だって、いらないでしょう？

Mafuyu

To me… this is…

これは……私にとって……

Mafuyu’s Mother

Ah, right. Mafuyu,
one of my friends introduced me to someone who specialises in teaching medical students.

あ、そういえばまふゆ、お母さんお友達から、医学部受験生を専門に教えてる方を紹介してもらったのよ

Mafuyu’s Mother

You have some free time next week, don’t you? Why don’t you have a meeting with them?
If the two of you are compatible, they can become your tutor.

来週、時間あったわよね。会ってみない？相性が良かったら、家庭教師になってもらいましょう

Mafuyu

…………

Mafuyu

...Okay.

……わかった

Mafuyu’s Mother

Ah, I have to head out for groceries soon,
so I’ll leave the house to you.

あ、お母さんそろそろ買い物に行ってくるから、留守番よろしくね

Mafuyu

…...Okay. Take care, Mom.

…………うん。いってらっしゃい、お母さん

Mafuyu's Room

Mafuyu

…………

Mafuyu

I wonder… if it’s okay now.

もう、いいかな

Uninhabited Sekai

Miku

♪——

♪————

Miku

...Mafuyu?

……まふゆ？

Mafuyu

...Hey, Miku.

……ねぇ、ミク

Mafuyu

I… couldn’t find anything, after all.

やっぱり私、何も見つけられなかったよ

Miku

…………

Mafuyu

My true feelings… I already knew what they were, from the start.

本当の想いは……最初から、わかってた

Mafuyu

All I wanted… is to disappear.

私は、ただ、消えたいんだ

Miku

Mafuyu, that isn’t…

まふゆ、それは……

Mafuyu

I’m glad… I could confirm that.
Now, I’ll be at peace.

確認できて、良かった。これで、楽になれる

Mafuyu

So… it’s okay now, right?

だからもう……いいよね

Miku

No…!

違う……！

Kanade's Voice

..ki…! Yu...ki…!

……き……！　ゆ……き……！

Miku

Ah...

あ……

Mafuyu

…? What’s wrong, Miku?

……？　どうしたの、ミク

Miku

...They’re here…

……来た……

Miku

They came here… for you.

あの子達が……来てくれた

Ena's Room

Ena

……………………

………………

Mizuki

“...But it doesn’t… look like Yuki was able to do that.”

『……でも、雪は、そういう風にできなかったんだろうね』

Mizuki

“Maybe she was shouldering it all on her own, and she reached her limit…”

『ひとりで抱えて、限界がきちゃったんだろうなぁ……』

Kanade

“I’ll make songs for Yuki’s sake.
I want… to save her.”

『わたしは雪のために曲を作る。雪を……救いたいの』

Ena

…...I don’t care.

…………どうでもいい

Ena

If she wants to disappear, then she can go do whatever she wants.

消えたいなら、好きにすればいい

Ena

Yuki… OWN…
…OWN’s songs…

雪なんて……OWNなんて…… ……OWNの曲なんて…………

Ena

...I don’t care… about any of that…

……どうでも、いい…………

Ena

……………………

………………

Ena

…Haha. OWN’s songs… really are amazing, after all…

……はは。OWNの曲、やっぱりすごい曲だな……

Ena

They’re cold, and they’re vicious… rejecting anything and everything around them…

冷たくて、危なっかしくて、何もかも全部拒絶してて……

? ? ?

If I still can’t find it then, I’ll have no choice… but to disappear.

もしそれでも見つからないなら、私はもう……消えるしかない

Ena

……………………

………………

Ena

Yuki… I hate you… but I really do like your songs.

雪……あんたは嫌いだけど、あんたの曲はやっぱり好きだよ

Ena

I hate you… but if you disappeared, I wouldn’t be able to listen to any more of your songs…
That’s…

嫌いなのに……あんたが消えたら聴けなくなるなんて、そんなの…………

Ena

…...That’s not… fair…

…………そんなの、ずるいよ……

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-{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = |japanese = ……違う、私…… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Friend A |english = …Huh? |japanese = ……え？ }}
-{{Dialogue |character = 友達B |english = |japanese = まふゆ、大丈夫？ 調子でも悪いの？ }}
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+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = …No, I…  |japanese = ……違う、私…… }}
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+{{Dialogue |character = Friend B |english = Mafuyu, are you okay?
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+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = A joke…?
+Aah… yeah. It was a joke.
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+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = Ahaha… Sorry about that.|japanese = あはは……ごめんね }}
 {{Dialogue image|Asahina family living room.png}}
 {{Dialogue scene|Asahina Family Living Room}}
-{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = |japanese = ……ただいま }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = …I’m home. |japanese = ……ただいま }}
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+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = Huh…? Why is my synthesiser out here…?|japanese = え……。どうして私のシンセサイザーがここに……？ }}
-{{Dialogue |character = まふゆの母親 |english = |japanese = あら、まふゆ。お帰りなさい }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu’s Mother |english = Why, welcome home, Mafuyu.|japanese = あら、まふゆ。お帰りなさい }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu’s Mother |english = I found this in your room while I was doing some cleaning.
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-{{Dialogue |character = まふゆの母親 |english = |japanese = え？　だって、いらないでしょう？ }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu’s Mother |english = I don’t reckon it’s seen any use since your father bought it.
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+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = …...Why?|japanese = …………なんで？ }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = |japanese = ………… }}
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-{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = |japanese = ……わかった }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = To me… this is… |japanese = これは……私にとって…… }}
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+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu’s Mother |english = Ah, right. Mafuyu,
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+|japanese = あ、そういえばまふゆ、 お母さんお友達から、医学部受験生を専門に教えてる方を 紹介してもらったのよ }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu’s Mother |english = You have some free time next week, don’t you? Why don’t you have a meeting with them?
+If the two of you are compatible, they can become your tutor.
+|japanese = 来週、時間あったわよね。会ってみない？ 相性が良かったら、家庭教師になってもらいましょう }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = ………… |japanese = ………… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = ...Okay.|japanese = ……わかった }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu’s Mother |english = Ah, I have to head out for groceries soon,
+so I’ll leave the house to you.
+|japanese = あ、お母さんそろそろ買い物に行ってくるから、 留守番よろしくね }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = …...Okay. Take care, Mom.|japanese = …………うん。いってらっしゃい、お母さん }}
 {{Dialogue image|Mafuyu's room.png}}
 {{Dialogue scene|Mafuyu's Room}}
-{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = |japanese = ………… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = ………… |japanese = ………… }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = |japanese = もう、いいかな }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = I wonder… if it’s okay now.|japanese = もう、いいかな }}
 {{Dialogue image|Uninhabited Sekai (story).png}}
 {{Dialogue scene|Uninhabited Sekai}}
-{{Dialogue |character = ミク |english = |japanese = ♪———— }}
+{{Dialogue |character = 25ji Miku |display name=Miku|english = ♪—— |japanese = ♪———— }}
-{{Dialogue |character = ミク |english = |japanese = ……まふゆ？ }}
+{{Dialogue |character = 25ji Miku |display name=Miku|english = ...Mafuyu?|japanese = ……まふゆ？ }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = |japanese = ……ねぇ、ミク }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = ...Hey, Miku.|japanese = ……ねぇ、ミク }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = |japanese = やっぱり私、何も見つけられなかったよ }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = I… couldn’t find anything, after all.|japanese = やっぱり私、何も見つけられなかったよ }}
-{{Dialogue |character = ミク |english = |japanese = ………… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = 25ji Miku |display name=Miku|english = ………… |japanese = ………… }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = |japanese = 本当の想いは……最初から、わかってた }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = My true feelings… I already knew what they were, from the start.|japanese = 本当の想いは……最初から、わかってた }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = |japanese = 私は、ただ、消えたいんだ }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = All I wanted… is to disappear.|japanese = 私は、ただ、消えたいんだ }}
-{{Dialogue |character = ミク |english = |japanese = まふゆ、それは…… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = 25ji Miku |display name=Miku|english = Mafuyu, that isn’t… |japanese = まふゆ、それは…… }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = |japanese = 確認できて、良かった。 これで、楽になれる }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = I’m glad… I could confirm that.
+Now, I’ll be at peace.
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+|japanese = 確認できて、良かった。 これで、楽になれる }}
-{{Dialogue |character = ミク |english = |japanese = 違う……！ }}
-{{Dialogue |character = 奏の声 |english = |japanese = ……き……！　ゆ……き……！ }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = So… it’s okay now, right?|japanese = だからもう……いいよね }}
-{{Dialogue |character = ミク |english = |japanese = あ…… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = 25ji Miku |display name=Miku|english = No…!|japanese = 違う……！ }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = |japanese = ……？　どうしたの、ミク }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Kanade's Voice |english = ..ki…! Yu...ki…!|japanese = ……き……！　ゆ……き……！ }}
-{{Dialogue |character = ミク |english = |japanese = ……来た…… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = 25ji Miku |display name=Miku|english = Ah...|japanese = あ…… }}
-{{Dialogue |character = ミク |english = |japanese = あの子達が……来てくれた }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |english = …? What’s wrong, Miku?|japanese = ……？　どうしたの、ミク }}
+{{Dialogue |character = 25ji Miku |display name=Miku|english = ...They’re here… |japanese = ……来た…… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = 25ji Miku |display name=Miku|english = They came here… for you.|japanese = あの子達が……来てくれた }}
 {{Dialogue image|Ena's room.png}}
 {{Dialogue scene|Ena's Room}}
-{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = |japanese = ……………… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = ……………………  |japanese = ……………… }}
 {{Dialogue image|Mizuki's room - Kanade's room.png}}
-{{Dialogue |character = Mizuki |english = |japanese = 『……でも、雪は、そういう風にできなかったんだろうね』 }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mizuki |english = “...But it doesn’t… look like Yuki was able to do that.” |japanese = 『……でも、雪は、そういう風にできなかったんだろうね』 }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Mizuki |english = |japanese = 『ひとりで抱えて、限界がきちゃったんだろうなぁ……』 }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mizuki |english = “Maybe she was shouldering it all on her own, and she reached her limit…”|japanese = 『ひとりで抱えて、限界がきちゃったんだろうなぁ……』 }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Kanade |english = |japanese = 『わたしは雪のために曲を作る。 雪を……救いたいの』 }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Kanade |english = “I’ll make songs for Yuki’s sake.
+I want… to save her.”
-{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = |japanese = …………どうでもいい }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = |japanese = 消えたいなら、好きにすればいい }}
+|japanese = 『わたしは雪のために曲を作る。 雪を……救いたいの』 }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = |japanese = 雪なんて……OWNなんて…… ……OWNの曲なんて………… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = …...I don’t care.|japanese = …………どうでもいい }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = |japanese = ……どうでも、いい………… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = If she wants to disappear, then she can go do whatever she wants.|japanese = 消えたいなら、好きにすればいい }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = |japanese = ……………… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = Yuki… OWN…
+…OWN’s songs…
-{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = |japanese = ……はは。OWNの曲、やっぱりすごい曲だな…… }}
+|japanese = 雪なんて……OWNなんて…… ……OWNの曲なんて………… }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = |japanese = 冷たくて、危なっかしくて、何もかも全部拒絶してて…… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = ...I don’t care… about any of that…|japanese = ……どうでも、いい………… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = ……………………|japanese = ……………… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = …Haha. OWN’s songs… really are amazing, after all…  |japanese = ……はは。OWNの曲、やっぱりすごい曲だな…… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = They’re cold, and they’re vicious… rejecting anything and everything around them… |japanese = 冷たくて、危なっかしくて、何もかも全部拒絶してて…… }}
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-{{Dialogue |character = ？？？ |english = |japanese = もしそれでも見つからないなら、私はもう……消えるしかない }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Mafuyu |display name=? ? ?|english = If I still can’t find it then, I’ll have no choice… but to disappear. |japanese = もしそれでも見つからないなら、私はもう……消えるしかない }}
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-{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = |japanese = ……………… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = ……………………  |japanese = ……………… }}
-{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = |japanese = 雪……あんたは嫌いだけど、あんたの曲はやっぱり好きだよ }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = Yuki… I hate you… but I really do like your songs.|japanese = 雪……あんたは嫌いだけど、あんたの曲はやっぱり好きだよ }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = I hate you… but if you disappeared, I wouldn’t be able to listen to any more of your songs…
-{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = |japanese = 嫌いなのに……あんたが消えたら聴けなくなるなんて、 そんなの………… }}
+That’s…
-{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = |japanese = …………そんなの、ずるいよ…… }}
+|japanese = 嫌いなのに……あんたが消えたら聴けなくなるなんて、 そんなの………… }}
+{{Dialogue |character = Ena |english = …...That’s not… fair… |japanese = …………そんなの、ずるいよ…… }}
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