Kashika (仮死化, Suspended Animation) is a song by Haruka Ryo commissioned for the Find A Way Out event. This song became playable on December 19, 2022. It is associated with the unit Vivid BAD SQUAD, and currently has 2 song versions in the game. Players can unlock this song for free by claiming it in the Present Box.
Lyrics[edit | edit source]
Japanese lyrics | Romanized lyrics | English translation |
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息が吸いたくて、産声を上げて 生き辛くなってまた泣いて喚いて 生きたくって? 逝きたくって? わけ分かんないなぁ、僕は | iki ga suitakute, ubugoe o agete iki tsuraku natte mata naite wameite ikitakutte? ikitakutte? wake wakannai naa, boku wa | I want to breathe, so I release my first cry unto this world. But it’s so hard to live, so again, I cry tears and scream. Do I want to live? Do I want to die? I really don’t get it, this contradiction. |
死にたくっても、詩に託して 仮死(歌詞)になって歌う今日だ | shinitakutte mo, shi ni takushite kashi ni natte utau kyou da | Even if I want to die, I’ll put that in these verses, These lyrics; today, I’ll sing while appearing to be dead. |
震わせた声を歌に吹き込んだ時 僕の息が初めて目に映って 気付いたんだよ | furuwaseta koe o uta ni fukiko nda toki boku no iki ga hajimete me ni utsutte kizuita nda yo | When my quivering voice breathed life into a song, It was then I realized, That was the first time my breath could be seen. |
音楽の価値なんて所詮主観だと なら、歌いたいように 伝えたい言葉を伝う | ongaku no kachi nante shosen shukan da to nara, utaitai you ni tsutaetai kotoba o tsutau | They say that in the end, the value of music is subjective- Well then, I’ll sing as I please, I’ll show you the message I want to convey. |
間違いに怯えて 鬱ぐんじゃなくて 正しく在ろうって 足掻いていたいんだよ | machigai ni obiete fusagu nja nakute tadashiku arou tte agaite itai nda yo | I won’t despair over Or be afraid of my mistakes They say to “live the right way,” But I want to fight against that. |
"僕のせい"も、僕の生だ 馬鹿にされたって僕は 傷ついては傷つけて 瑕疵(貸し)を作って生きる | "boku no sei" mo, boku no sei da baka ni sareta tte boku wa kizutsuite wa kizutsukete kashi o tsukutte ikiru | My whole life has consisted of “it’s my fault.” Even if I’m treated like a fool, I’ll be hurt and I’ll hurt others, I’ll live, causing both kindness and injury. |
目に見えた今が全てだから 過去や未来に縋りたくないから 心の臓よ、動け、動け! 不確かだとしても僕の鼓動 | me ni mieta ima ga subete dakara kakoya mirai ni sugaritaku nai kara shinnozou yo, ugoke, ugoke! futashika da toshite mo boku no kodou | The present I see is everything to me, So I don’t want to cling onto ideals of the past or the future. Beat, beat, o heart of mine! It might be unsteady, but even so, this is my pulse. |
Versions[edit | edit source]
Version | Sung by | Audio |
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VIRTUAL SINGER | Hatsune Miku and Kagamine Len | |
SEKAI | Shinonome Akito, MEIKO, Azusawa Kohane, Shiraishi An and Aoyagi Toya |
Videos[edit | edit source]
Hard Preview
Release date
2022/12/19
3D MV
Release date
2022/12/19
2D MV (full version)
Release date
2024/01/20
Illustrator
Ugonba
Update history[edit | edit source]
April 11, 2023
- Added VIRTUAL SINGER ver. sung by Miku and Len.
December 19, 2022
- Added to the game.